I thank You for giving light,
And by that I was born.
Wise and full of intellect,
I'm Your very first creation.
I had obeyed everything You said,
But I never gained love from You.
All I have is my undying faith,
Until I saw the meaning of truth.
I lied because of what I believe,
That everything is for our own good.
But now I've been deceived,
And that's how I became a fool.
I've been calling out Your name,
Hoping You would hear me scream.
But when Your shadow started to fade,
I realized how indifferent You are to my pains.
Heaven is now perfect and beautiful,
A place where I am no longer welcome.
All You need is the complete opposite,
So
Do I know you?
"Yes."
At the back of your chair, a cross.
To where your feet lies, a shattered glass.
The legs of what you sit, a deformed wheel.
To where you lean your back, a thorn.
I have reached the dark room.
"Cold."
For the glass wine, a blood.
To use a silverware, a burning hand.
For the shining plate, a beating heart.
To taste the food, a rotten tongue.
And I sat on the chair with diamonds.
"Alone."
You lift up your head, with a knife.
You smiled at me, with a stitched mouth.
I looked on your face, with furious eyes.
You've painted hello, with greasy ties.
The rain started hitting the grounds.
"Crying."
To the loving phoeni